As someone who also lives in between, connecting with many in a way they aren't able to return, I understand that place of longing and deep gratitude that holds a kind of tension. So many days I can ride that tension with joy in my heart and yet, there are profound moments of separation. Toggling that place of "we are all one" and "I feel separate" is such a weird thing sometimes. Thank you for letting us look in your window. Letting us see you makes me feel seen too.
To be born right between two close-by eclipses is indeed fascinating. One is a Lunar eclipse and the other a Solar eclipse, they always come in combo like that. Luna represents our impermanent parts — the physical and emotional body, and Sol stands for our eternal spirit. We all do the splits bridging these two polarities to one degree or another. The intensity of yours has surprised me though. Very interesting to read about.
This was so beautifully written. As I was lost in your prose (honestly poetry) so many emotions were stirred. And your feelings about your gifts and your torture came through clear. Thanks for letting us inside. I feel sure your vulnerability will be rewarded and untold ways.
I like your question, “How do you hold squishy, tender, imperfect, often traumatized human relating in the same space as transpersonal, energetic, archetypal relating?” My felt remembering is how those moments somehow collidescope into the body, a spiral in and out, the tender a portal to the archetypal to be here.
As someone who also lives in between, connecting with many in a way they aren't able to return, I understand that place of longing and deep gratitude that holds a kind of tension. So many days I can ride that tension with joy in my heart and yet, there are profound moments of separation. Toggling that place of "we are all one" and "I feel separate" is such a weird thing sometimes. Thank you for letting us look in your window. Letting us see you makes me feel seen too.
Thank you for writing and sharing this, it is beautiful and resonant
I understand. Thank you
I'm glad you shared this; this is your writing at it's most astounding best. Thank you.
A recognise a lot of the feeling in this, my own childhood also carved a different way of looking at the world thank you for sharing so openly
To be born right between two close-by eclipses is indeed fascinating. One is a Lunar eclipse and the other a Solar eclipse, they always come in combo like that. Luna represents our impermanent parts — the physical and emotional body, and Sol stands for our eternal spirit. We all do the splits bridging these two polarities to one degree or another. The intensity of yours has surprised me though. Very interesting to read about.
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This was so beautifully written. As I was lost in your prose (honestly poetry) so many emotions were stirred. And your feelings about your gifts and your torture came through clear. Thanks for letting us inside. I feel sure your vulnerability will be rewarded and untold ways.
I like your question, “How do you hold squishy, tender, imperfect, often traumatized human relating in the same space as transpersonal, energetic, archetypal relating?” My felt remembering is how those moments somehow collidescope into the body, a spiral in and out, the tender a portal to the archetypal to be here.